Leo Tolstoy"Your youth and your desire for happiness reminds me cruelly of my age and the impossibility of happiness for me." When I was courting Sofya, she was so young and pure, it seemed impossible that I'd ever have her. I didn't want to tell her how I felt and I wanted to tell her nothing else. So I wrote down a string of letters and asked her if she could decipher them. She looked completely confused, thinking it was a game or... I gave her one clue. The firs two Y's, I said, stand for "your youth" and then the most miraculous thing happened. She simply spoke the phrase, my phrase as if she had read my mind. In that moment, we both knew we would always be together. For those first years, we were incredibly happy, terrifyingly happy.
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Leo TolstoyDespite good cause for it, I have never stopped loving you.
Sofya TolstayaWhy should it be easy? I am the work of your life, you are the work of mine. That's what love is!
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Sofya Tolstaya[to Leo]Look at me! This is who I am, *this* is what you married. We may be older, maybe we're old, but I'm still your little chicken. And you're still my big cock.
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Vladimir Chertkov[to Countess Sofya]If I had a wife like you, I would have blown my brains out. Or gone to America.
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Sofya TolstayaOh, Leovochka, why do you insist on dressing like that?
Leo Tolstoy"Your youth and your desire for happiness reminds me cruelly of my age and the impossibility of happiness for me." When I was courting Sofya, she was so young and pure, it seemed impossible that I'd ever have her. I didn't want to tell her how I felt and I wanted to tell her nothing else. So I wrote down a string of letters and asked her if she could decipher them. She looked completely confused, thinking it was a game or..I gave her one clue. The first two Y's, I said, stand for "your youth" and then the most miraculous thing happened. She simply spoke the phrase, my phrase as if she had read my mind. In that moment, we both knew we would always be together. For those first years, we were incredibly happy, terrifyingly happy.
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Title CardEverything that I know... I know only because I love. Leo Tolstoy - War and Peace
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Mashal had a lover before l came here. He was headmaster of the school where l taught. He was married. He was happily married. lt was difficult. We could make love only at school.
Sofya TolstayaHe's very grateful for the help you've been giving him. He told me that himself. l think he's rather surprised that a young man like you can be quite so diligent. You know, when he was your age, he was whoring in the Caucasus. Couldn't get enough of it. Yes, he wrote all about it. He even gave me a copy, so l could read all the details. Would you like some more jam?
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Vladimir ChertkovIf we can encourage the spread of passive resistance, just think of it, Valentin. Thousands of ordinary Russians casting off centuries of political and spiritual oppression.
Sofya TolstayaYes. lt's not something they'd understand, these so-called disciples of my husband's. They've never understood a word he's ever written. What do they know about love?
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Sofya TolstayaOh, God, this is unbearable. No wonder l feel lonely. l'm surrounded by morons.
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MashaYes. Yes. Only for a moment. You forgot your rules and you remembered love.
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Sofya Tolstayal love you, darling. Please believe me. Please, please understand me and please forgive my wickedness and my badness.
Sofya TolstayaAnd you are a stone-hearted bitch of a daughter. l lost five children! Why couldn't one of them have been you?
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ValentinYou want to create an icon. And you want people to kneel in front of an image that you create. But he doesn't want that. He never has wanted that. It'll give him no peace.
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ValentinMasha. Masha! l have - in my heart, l have committed the act of copulation many times! Please know it was never like it was with you.
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Sofya TolstayaSee, you forget that l'm an experienced reader, so l can read your face, every letter. lt's beautifully clear.
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Leo TolstoyI had a dream last night, about a Tartar girl l knew in the war.
Leo TolstoyTo what, to be a good Tolstoyan? Let me assure you that l'm not a very good Tolstoyan myself. You should think twice before asking my advice on *anything*. ''Torture.''
[breaks out laughing]
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ValentinI look into your eyes and l can see the future. l think you're the bravest person l've ever met.
MashaYou amaze me. You believe more than l know how to.
Sofya TolstayaYou all think he's Christ, don't you? He thinks he's Christ!
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ValentinTolstoy does not approve of sexual relations. l know this.
Vladimir ChertkovHe despises them, in fact. Well, l don't mean to belabor the point, but last summer l arranged for a manservant who proceeded to ruin two housemaids, just like that. He was very upset.
ValentinThis would not be a problem with me. l'm a vegetarian. l am celibate. l'm also a vegetarian.
Sofya TolstayaYou have nothing in common. You are a genius, and he is a sycophant and a pervert.
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Sofya TolstayaSo many young men nowadays spoil their good looks with loose living.
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SergeyenkoIf you're going to behave like rabbits, you should go live in the woods.
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Sofya TolstayaYou have no heart for the people who really love you. You'd rather be seduced by charlatans and deluded by flatterers, all in the name of love. You can't even love your own children. You can't even love me.
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DushanI'm sorry, but l'm afraid it's time for your enema.
Leo TolstoyDon't apologize, my friend. Your enemas have become the news of the world.
Vladimir ChertkovBut sex. You are 23. Not an easy age for abstinence, is it?
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Leo TolstoyMy manifesto against the government is hard work. They commit their idiotic abuses faster than l can catalog them.
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Leo Tolstoyl have told you the truth. Now let me work. Will you?
Sofya TolstayaFine, l'll go to the station and l'll throw myself under a train. Madam Tolstoy becomes Anna Karenina. See how the press will like that.
Leo TolstoyOh, this is unbearable. You don't need a husband, you need a Greek chorus!
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Valentinl think sexual behavior and intercourse, how two men, or two women, or men and women, animals, combine their physical parts, l find it completely neutral.
Sofya TolstayaThis aria is so beautiful. lt's about a woman who's been abandoned by the man she loves. Everyone finds that very moving - in the opera.
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Sofya TolstayaGo ahead. Go ahead. Why don't you give everything we've got to him? Your fat little catamite!
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MashaWhat we did is what men and women do. lt's what they have done, it's what they'll continue doing. We touched each other. When we stayed close together, something passed between us. Something real. And that's a betrayal of what? Nothing.
Vladimir ChertkovAnd it is. The love that he teaches us. The love that binds all mankind together.
Valentinl've never met mankind. l've only ever met men or women. lmperfect men, imperfect women.
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MashaHe was searching for freedom. Freedom from anger, freedom from attachment, freedom from all the superstition and the nonsense of the Church. l mean, it moved me so much. And that's what l thought it would be about. l mean, isn't that what it's about? Freedom and love? They mix it all up.
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Leo Tolstoylf the peasants had money, they wouldn't surround themselves, as we do, with footmen costing 10 rubles a month.