Tony Fingleton[narrating]It's funny how the stumbling blocks of life can help make us better people. I never had the support of my father, but in the end that's what gave me the strength to seek something more than I could've ever imagined. Something in another world.
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Tony Fingleton[narrating]I was always a little afraid of my father. From my earliest memory there was nothing I could do to please him. I just... never connected to him. So I fell between the cracks.
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Harold Fingleton[to Tony while having Harold Jr. beat him up in a boxing lesson]What're you crying for?
Young Harold Jr.[whilst boxing]You are. You're crying!
Young Tony[sobbing]I'm not!
Young Harold Jr.[punches Tony again]You are now!
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Harold Fingleton[in a drunken stupor, to Tony]When I was your age, I was tougher.
Dora Fingleton[about Tony, proudly]Your son's just won the junior championship.
Harold Fingleton[to John]Wait'll these mugs see what you can do.
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Tony Fingleton[after losing to John]You reckon I could swim from here to America?
Dora FingletonYou just gonna sit here feeling sorry for yourself?
Tony FingletonNo, John's the star. He's a better swimmer than me. He always was. He's good, Mum. John's number one.
Dora FingletonYou know it's just one race. There's gonna be plenty of races for you.
Tony FingletonMum, it's too late, all right? How many years have I been swimming? I wanted to win a medal. I wanted to be a champion and win a medal at the Olympics.
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Tony FingletonYou know? You know, I wanted to BE somebody.
Dora FingletonOh, you think you're nobody, hmm? Winning a medal isn't gonna change that...
Tony FingletonLook, Mum, it's not about that, all right? I wanted... I had this plan, all right? I thought that... maybe... if I could get to the top in swimming, then it would lead to something and then I could... get so I could just... I could... I could just GO!
[sobs]
Dora FingletonYou can't let this break you, okay? You gotta be very strong up here in the head, okay? Listen. Listen. My darling boy, I love you. I love you. I'm so proud of you.
Dora FingletonMy darling boy. Only you can make something of yourself. Not your father and not me. Now, if swimming is what you're after, then there's always next year. But, you know, there might be something completely different for you - nothing to do with swimming - that'll get you... get you out of here, if that's what you want.
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Brother CampbellOh, Harold, uh, Father Dillon is hearing confession right after mass.
Tony Fingleton[struggling to connect with his dad prior to leaving Australia for Harvard College in the United States]Do you remember the first time you took me to the pool, Dad? Put me in the water?
[Harold shakes his head]
Tony FingletonI do. At the old Spring Hill Baths. I remember being terrified of drowning. You had me there and then you just... you just... let me go.
Tony FingletonYeah. But I didn't go under. I floated. And then, uh... and then I swam away from you, and... I swam away across to the other side maybe, but...
Tony Fingleton[suddenly embarrassed at how directly this childhood story connects to his current actions]I should go. I've got things to do.