Leonard ShelbyI have to believe in a world outside my own mind. I have to believe that my actions still have meaning, even if I can't remember them. I have to believe that when my eyes are closed, the world's still there. Do I believe the world's still there? Is it still out there?... Yeah. We all need mirrors to remind ourselves who we are. I'm no different.
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Leonard ShelbyMemory can change the shape of a room; it can change the color of a car. And memories can be distorted. They're just an interpretation, they're not a record, and they're irrelevant if you have the facts.
TeddyYou don't want the truth. You make up your own truth.
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Leonard ShelbyI'm not a killer. I'm just someone who wanted to make things right. Can't I just let myself forget what you've told me? Can't I just let myself forget what you've made me do. You think I just want another puzzle to solve? Another John G. to look for? You're John G. So you can be my John G... Will I lie to myself to be happy? In your case Teddy... yes I will.
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NatalieWhat's the last thing that you do remember?
Leonard ShelbyI don't even know how long she's been gone. It's like I've woken up in bed and she's not here... because she's gone to the bathroom or something. But somehow, I know she's never gonna come back to bed. If I could just... reach over and touch... her side of the bed, I would know that it was cold, but I can't. I know I can't have her back... but I don't want to wake up in the morning, thinking she's still here. I lie here not knowing... how long I've been alone. So how... how can I heal? How am I supposed to heal if I can't... feel time?
NatalieBut even if you get revenge you're not gonna remember it. You're not even going to know that it happened.
Leonard ShelbyMy wife deserves vengance. Doesn't make a difference whether I know about it. Just becuase there are things I don't remember doesn't make my actions meaningless. The world doesn't just disappear when you close your eyes, does it? Anyway, maybe I'll take a photograph to remind myself, get another freaky tattoo.
Leonard ShelbyShe was beautiful. To me, she was perfect.
NatalieNo, don't just recite the words. Close your eyes... and remember her.
Leonard ShelbyYou can just feel the details. The bits and pieces you never bothered to put into words. And you can feel these extreme moments... even if you don't want to. You put these together, and you get the feel of a person. Enough to know how much you miss them... and how much you hate the person who took them away.
Leonard ShelbyI know what that's going to sound like when I knock on it. I know that's what going to feel like when I pick it up. See? Certainties. It's the kind of memory that you take for granted.
NatalieIs that what your little note says? It must be hard living your life off a couple of scraps of paper. You mix your laundry list with your grocery list you'll end up eating your underwear for breakfast.
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TeddySo you lie to yourself to be happy. There's nothing wrong with that. We all do it.
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TeddyYou know, I've had more rewarding friendships than this one. Although I do get to keep telling the same jokes.
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Burt HadleyOh shit. This is the wrong room. You're in 304 now. I'm sorry. I fucked up.
Leonard ShelbyWhen I looked into his eyes I thought I saw recognition. Now I know. You fake it. If you think you're supposed to recognize somebody you, you just pretend. You bluff it to get a pat on the head from the doctors. You bluff it to seem less like a freak.
Leonard ShelbyIf we talk for too long, I'll forget how we started. Next time I see you, I'm not gonna remember this conversation. I don't even know if I've met you before.
NatalieYou know what one of the reasons for short term memory loss is? Venereal disease. Maybe your cunt of fucking a wife sucked one too many diseased cocks and turned you into a fucking retard.
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Leonard ShelbyProbably burned truck loads of your stuff before. Can't remember to forget you.
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Leonard Shelby[while walking through a parking lot, Teddy stops at his dilapidated Chevrolet]My car.
Leonard Shelby[holds up a picture of the Jaguar with the caption My Car]Oh, you're in a playful mood. It's not good for you to make fun of somebody's handicap.
NatalieYou know what? I think I'm gonna use you. I'm telling you now because I'll enjoy it so much more if I know that you could stop me if you weren't such a fucking freak!
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Leonard ShelbyYou know, I can remember so much. The feel of the world... her.
[sighs]
Leonard ShelbyShe's gone. And the present is trivia, which I scribble down as fucking notes.
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Leonard Shelby[looking at a near-empty bottle of alcohol in his hand]Hmmm. I don't feel drunk.
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Leonard ShelbyMy wife deserves revenge, whether I know about it or not.
Leonard ShelbyHe killed my wife. He took away my fucking memory. He destroyed my ability to live.
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Leonard ShelbySammy Jankis wrote himself endless notes. But he'd get mixed up. I've got a more graceful solution to the memory problem. I'm disciplined and organized. I use habit and routine to make my life possible. Sammy had no drive. No reason to make it work.
TeddyWe found him, you killed him!... But you didn't remember.
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Leonard ShelbyI was the only guy who disagreed with the cops - and I had brain damage.
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Leonard ShelbyI meet Sammy through work. Insurance. I was an investigator. I'd investigate the claims to see which ones were phony. I had to see through people's bullshit. It was useful experience, 'cause now it's my life.
Leonard Shelby[voiceover]So where are you? You're in some motel room. You just - you just wake up and you're in - in a motel room. There's the key. It feels like maybe it's just the first time you've been there, but perhaps you've been there for a week, three months. It's - it's kind of hard to say. I don't - I don't know. It's just an anonymous room.
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Leonard Shelby[after hitting Jimmy with a tire iron]Strip.
Jimmy GrantzYou're making a big fuckin' mistake, pal!
Leonard ShelbyIt's just an anonymous room. There's nothing in the drawers. But you look anyway. Nothing except the Gideon bible, which I, of course, read religiously.
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Leonard Shelby[after kicking down a motel room door, knocking out the occupant, but then realizing it was the wrong room and person]Ah, fuck... Sorry.
TeddyJust some guy. I mean, does it even matter who? No reason, Lenny. No conspiracy, just bad fucking luck.
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Teddy[to Leonard]All you do is moan. *I'm* the one that has to live with what you've done. I'm the one that put it all together. You, you wander around, you're playing detective. You're living a dream, kid. A dead wife to pine for. A sense of purpose to your life. A romantic quest that you wouldn't end, even if I wasn't in the picture.
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Leonard ShelbyShe knew beyond doubt that he loved her. So she found a way to test him.
[Sammy goes into his kitchen and comes back with a bottle of insulin, a syringe and a cotton swab. Sammy injects the insulin into Mrs. Jankis. Mrs. Jankis sets her watch back by fifteen minutes.]
Leonard ShelbyI have to believe in the world outside my own mind. I have to believe that my actions still have meaning, even if I can't remember them. I have to believe that when my eyes are closed, the world's still there. But do I? Do I believe the world's still there? Is it still out there? Yes. We all need mirrors to remind ourselves who we are. I'm no different. Now... where was I?