Elizabeth[reading Gracie's letter for Joe]My love... after you left tonight, I thought about the kind of life we could have if things were different. If I had been born later, or you long ago. But who knows what we would have been like then. Or where. What tragedies we'd have to face along the way. What bad luck. This is not what I ever would have wanted. But I'm so... grateful that our paths led us to this road, no matter what the cost. I think about you all the time and the feeling I get when we look each other in the eyes. Do you feel that too? I know you don't have much to compare it to, but... let me assure you. It is rare. I've gone my whole life without it. And now that I've found it, I can't imagine going back and pretending. Sometimes I wish we'd never met, or that you didn't get the job in the pet shop at least, because I know that our lives will be forever changed because of this no matter how it all turns out. I know that my husband and my children... I... I know that this will affect them too. My hope is that we can keep our secrets long enough until at least we're in no danger from the law. Maybe by then I'll have enough time to end things cleanly, and to make sure that the children know that I love them. And maybe by then we'll have figured out what to say. When this first started, I didn't know what to think. I knew that we'd crossed a line, and I felt in my heart that we would cross it again. But now I think... I've lost track of where the line is. Who even draws these lines? All I know is that I love you and you love me. And you gave me so much pleasure tonight. I hope I did the same for you. I'll see you Saturday. Please burn this. you know what could happen to me if anyone ever found it. Your Gracie.
GracieWho was the boss? Who was in charge? Who was in charge?
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GracieMy brother Mark, he still lives in Richmond. He always says, "Keep your expectations low, and you'll never be disappointed." And I always forget that.
Elizabeth[in soft sultry voice] She's not that kind of snake.
DirectorBeautiful. I think we got it.
ElizabethWait, can we... Can we do it again, please? Please? Just for me.
Man 2Lizzie...
ElizabethPlease. Please. Wait, it's getting more real.
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[During a Q&A for high school students, Elizabeth is asked what it's like to film sex scenes]
ElizabethWell... sometimes it's really mechanical, like a choreographed dance, you know, where the only thing you can focus on is where you're supposed to be, and when. And then sometimes there's real chemistry between two people and you start feeling like it's real. In a strange way. You'd never admit it to one another, but you're wearing practically nothing and you're rubbing up against each other...
Elizabethand it's for hours... and you start losing the line, of like, am I pretending that I'm experiencing pleasure, or am I... Am I pretending that I'm not experiencing pleasure? And the whole crew, they're almost always all men. You feel them watching. And you feel them, like...
ElizabethAnd they try and hide it when they swallow.
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Elizabeth[normal speech]You give into the rhythm, you know, every time. Tension never breaks.
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GracieWell, I'm not gonna cross-examine you, say what you wanna say.
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GracieIt's my understanding that the movie takes place between 1992 and 1994, am I wrong? So why would you need to know anything that happened after that?
ElizabethWell, there are things that exist inside people that don't necessarily come to head until later, and I try and look for the seeds of those things.
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Elizabeth[reading Joe's card to Gracie from when they met]"Peace is sitting on a lake in the summertime. Peace is a Coca-Cola on a hot summer day. Peace is being with you."
GracieHonor, I got you that scale, as I told you at the time, as a tradition, because that's what my mother got me when I graduated from high school. You try going through life without a scale. See how that goes.
GracieI was young, and he seemed perfect on paper. It was a different time. My father used to say, "You're either leaving this house in a veil, or in a box."
Elizabeth[asking about hebephilia]When did it sink in?
Morris SperberHas it sunk in yet?
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KimmeUh, how... How do you choose your roles?
ElizabethHmm. Well, when I'm lucky enough to choose my roles, I... I wanna find... a character that's... That's difficult to... to, on the surface, understand. I want... I want to take the person, and figure out why are they like this. Were they born, or were they made? And then that can run the gamut from the more notorious to the... Just anyone.
Mary Atherton-YooWhy would you want to play someone who you think is a bad person?
ElizabethAre you kidding? I mean, pick any great role. Medea or Hedda Gabbler, or...
CameronTony Soprano.
[scattered chuckling]
ElizabethPrecisely... Cameron. It's the complexity. It's the moral grey areas that are interesting, right?
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GracieMake yourself at home. Look around. Talk to people. Do what you have to do and get yourself a hot dog.